(^_^)

Long long time ago ..

We watch New Moon (9 Dec) and i passed him his Christmas present . And that day (13 Dec) after i went clubbing with Grace the previous night , stayed at his place and we went 313 :)

We dined at this Thai restaurant .. Fuckin spicy tom yam ..

Still not enough , i remember craving alot for brownie so we headed to Cine Gloria Jeans .

We played the machine and got this Mos Hamburger ! :)

I was very happy that day <3

That night (12 Dec) Rebel with my sweetie Grace (she's at India suffering now!)

And finally .. Christmas Eve with my darling girls !!

All was well . Until .. Some bleeding and breaking happened .

Nevertheless i still enjoyed . The best part was the present exchange session .. Haha . Thanks Nouvelle for the perfume :) And congrats to Kailin for receiving mine . Didnt join the spraying fun as i was wearing white , for fear of dirtying . But who knows at end of the night i went home with dunno what martell or coke or blood stains on it . Lucky mum managed to cleaned it ..

I just gave mum 600 bucks , (so filial right ? LOL)
please remind me not to spend on unnecessary stuffs for this coming month .
I need all the money .

There're still some photos which i'm lazy to upload .. Someday okay ?
Anyway , have caught Alvin & the Chipmunks 2(on 25th Christmas with Xq) and Avatar 3D(27th with him too) . Both were good except that i regret watching 3D for Avatar , if i knew it would be abit blur and giddy i would save the extra 3 bucks . Still , the graphics were much better den the normal ones during scenes of the .. magical place ? Lol .
But am not satisfied , i want to watch Sherlocks Holmes badly !! Like NOW !!!!!!

knnbccb

Crap
CRAP
C R A P !

Pay is not in yet . No mood to celebrate anything .
How to enjoy later ?

xmas eve

He 's not going Malacca ! He's here for christmas :)
Even though we're not celebrating together , the thought of him staying still feels good .

Gonna party hard tmr with my lovely girls !!

Com[promise]

I've got love . So much . So many .
I didnt know it at all . I didnt know how you felt because you never said .
I didnt know you worry so much .

You make me feel alive , because only you feel for me .
You can see me , like how transparent i am to others .
Thank you for making me realise my importance , to you , again .

Last christmas i gave you my heart , this christmas you ... keep it safely .
Although my emptyness is inside myself ,
you have actually filled a small part unknowingly when you loved me .

And so , the lion fell in love with the lamb

I'm losing interest in blogging .

N86 is only 5 months old yet now i'm tempted to change :(
Maybe i should delibrately lose my phone so i have the excuse to get a new one .

Lazy to transfer photos to pc , so just upload the out dated ones ..
I've completed the series(i'm so bored now without them, maybe i should re-read?) , only waiting for the movie to be up .. So much love for Twilight .

I'm broken again .
No cash , no friends
no love .
Nothing .
Too used to having nothing and being nothing .
I'll be fine , independance is what it takes only afterall .
Have always been :)

I think i've found out the problem (all the paranoid-ness/emptyness), tell ya someday .
Anyway , dont bother to console me , i'll feel like laughing . Really . Not to say ask .
Thanks .

The reason for all

With a couple of girlfriends last two nights over Holland V ..

Have so much to blog but cant find any to start with .

Hmmm

II

Lazyness overpowers everything - except shopping .

Woke up nearly 3pm , didnt want to step out of the house unnessecarily but cant wait to get my hands on the jeans , so ..
Went town alone around evening , did some shopping on my own and he came to join me around 8pm . The jeans from Zara TRF wasnt as nice as it is on the website , so disappointed .
I wanted to get some rugged/ bleached/ super acid-washed ones but its either the material sucks or the cutting not my type .
Mango having sales , super packed . The jeans damn cheap lor , but i dont wan to queue to try . Somemore payment also must queue :( So left emptyhanded . Nothing caught my eyes ..
In the end he got one pair of jeans from Topshop for me , christmas present ! <3 (= <3
He got himself a long sleeve from Springfield as well ..
Totalling up with one top and legging from Zara which i bought before he came .. Not enough lor !!
Bought some tidbits and biscuits home from Ion too .
Went Oasis for dinner , so happy .. i miss the food so much !
("v")

I want to upload photos .. but 有心无力 leh .
Tomorrow work till 11pm again .. Shucks . =(