I've some photos in my camera .. The last minute surprise for him . Will upload soon ..
Supposed to be at Siloso Beach Resort but my poor boy suddenly got attacked by chicken pox . Spent 2 days taking care of him , will go over tmr morning too . Unpaid leave was my last resort but i couldnt bear him all alone in the day without anyone looking after him .
Seeing him suffer right in front of me yet i cant do anything makes me feels like killing myself .. The heartache . The pain . The helpless-ness . I shouldn't breakdown at this time but i just cant control my tears when i turn away .
Though he'll get well but I really dont wish to see him go through all these .
Still , he must be feeling alot more frustrated than i am . The soreness , the feeling of no energy to move , the drowsiness , the pain of the wounds , the unbearable itchiness everywhere .
God . Please end this asap .
*On a sidenote , we've postponed the hotel date to 2nd April , adding a $50 charge to a weekend . Hopefully he can enjoy himself ..
Whats worse than getting a contagious at-least-1-week sickness just right before your birthday ? Sighs .
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