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I wanna change into a different person .
I dont wanna be Yy anymore .
I'm so sick of myself ..
Zzz x 10000000

Lets be frank ,
I'm left with $200 till the next payroll , which is end of the month .
Gonna spend $80 on for Phoebe's red packet (initially thought of $60 but Mok says its hotel not restaurant so he's giving $80 , so i also $80 lor)
Hope i can get back abit for the jiemei thing . LOLOL so bad of me !

Thats left with 120 , cab fare , cig , around 100 .
100 to survive(eat+drink) 15 days , excluding cigs , partying , ezlink card , broadband bill(coming) , top up card .
Tell me , how ?
:'(