Rants

Well well well .. Long weekend off and i got back to work on Tues ..
Feeling damn sian cause 2009 really not my year , i just cant sell .
I dont know what the fuck is wrong , but i tried to use different ways already . But its not working .. And though i 犯太岁 this year , i already go pray early at the start of this year le ..
Maybe its the economy crisis thing . But why she can sell ?! I guess because she speaks "hi madam.., yes madam.. " like this .. I just cannot leh ! Just cannot por customers ..

I think what Keith said to me yesterday is true , i choose my customers and i serve them differently .(which is bad) I can give a stuck up face and just don bother if i don want . On the other hand , I can give my best service to those customers that i like . I like ppl to appreciate and reward me , when i know i've done something well . I feel good and i'll do it better the next time .
I'm someone who likes responsive ppl , jobs , and stuffs .

Some customers are so irritating and arrogant . And some are IGNORANT .
Bloody ignorant .
When i meet this kind of ppl , i always tell myself not to be affected or give attitude face , cause i know it'll only be inviting trouble if they complain . Esp those big rich fuckers .
Thankfully ,
i found the best way out , which is to give sarcastic answers to them .
I'm careful and i feel happy at the same time when i see their face , stucked and dunno wat to reply me . Okay , kinda sick .. i know .

To hell with them but i need sales . Badly .
If i dont do well this couple of months i wouldnt dare to think what will happen .
And of course Peter(boss) is giving us so so much pressure . Ever since Raffles started he's been calling the counter for at least 4 times a day to ask " how's sales ?" , "how's the traffic?"
Sometimes i hope i'm brave enough to tell him off to go back to Denmark and not to come back , and of course bringing Anne along .. They can just stay there and welcome their upcoming august baby . Forever .
Because , they've this mindset like Sg is Denmark . Fuck .
Sg's market is too brand conscious already .. If it were me , i'd rather buy from e.g City chain too .
They carry recognized and well known brands in the US and same affordable price range .
Why would i bother about what danish design , and shit like that .
I can have better choices like Juicy and Boss , Emporio , Hilfiger ...
Sighs , after all this ranting ,
I still need sales .
If it weren't for Brad Pitt i would have ostracized red hairs !!

Though Roy says Jp will be mine , i feel that i dont deserve it .
I just wanna have a stable place , and stable income till the end of this year .
Bless me .

Hmm . Just wanna blog about work since i've nothing much to share .
My daily routine is work and home , work and dinner , work and sleep .
Once awhile meet up my good friends and i'm contented .
I dont need anything , except confidence .
And I need to build up charisma , to help me along .

Last night after work , met Dearie at Lot for dinner and slacked at Mouzzy . Anqi and Wen finished at 12plus . I must say its a sacrifice , without anything in return . Cause i've been thru that at Isetan scotts private sales .. Really tiring . Accompanied them to 302 aftermath for their dinner and slacked outside Cheers before Anqi left . Chatted till 330AM den we headed home lor !! So tired at work today .. But it was fun cause we girls talked like nobody's business in the middle of nowhere . So many jokes .. ^-^

Today , Xq fetched me after work and i was craving for baked pasta so we headed to Mr.Bean Cafe but they only have baked rice .. So i had Carbonara instead . Delicious as usual .. Ordered Mustard Chicken as well . Homed and here i am .
Thank you for always bringing me to eat whatever i want , no matter what time you'll know where to find it . Food food food !!! See ya on Saturday <3

Something to close this up before i end .. Bought this corset quite sometime ago online and it just arrived .. I went to collect it from the seller . 25 bucks , considered cheap for a corset ?? I like the lace and the back . Very tight ! Wish i had bigger boobs to enhance this . Lol .

Fucking broke already , this month's expenditure has gone way out of hands ..
Too many birthdays and babies first month celebration .
And of course , myself . I hate it . I need to CONTROL .

Forgot to mention that it came in set .. With a g-string of same lace design .

But the bottom is too big even its S .

The back
When worn

Got this book from MPH while working .

Damn i shouldn't have walked in ,

20 bucks gone .

Its about violence , sex and crime in Japan ,

how these ladies help their friends to cover as she murdered her husband .
They dismembered and disposed the body for her and comes a yakuza bla bla bla ..

Tell you more when i finished .

Alright , has been a long bloody wordy post .

Bye .

Love .