Love in vain

I am such a jerk .

Why the fuck am I doing all these to hurt people whom I love , and love me ..

Daddy ,

I'm sorry . I love you . Really . When your heart aches , I feel more than anybody else .. Yingying is not a good girl anymore .. Thank you so much for loving me , protecting me . You could't have loved me better .
How can I ever be back to the same me again after all I did . I dont deserve you at all .

Darling

SHIT

I've got shitloads of photos to upload . Most in fb .
So much to say . New job starting this Friday !
Having lots of fun these few days , beloved GRACE and KAILIN'S advance celebration .

Really too many updates , i dont know what to do . Sentosa trip too .
AHHHHHHHH