I wanna talk tonight.

No longer the same

2010-06-28T15:29:00.000+08:00

I dont tell anyone
I wont tell anyone

I miss me .

Lost to myself after all the struggling .. Ouch .

Sawahdeekup

2010-06-24T16:18:00.002+08:00

Ok i had fun last night . Different kind of fun :)

Chanlokun ~

Hey

2010-06-18T00:26:00.001+08:00

So much happened just within months .

Am i still me ?

Too much to say , where should i start ?

Love in vain

2010-04-27T03:24:00.000+08:00

I am such a jerk .

Why the fuck am I doing all these to hurt people whom I love , and love me ..

Daddy ,

I'm sorry . I love you . Really . When your heart aches , I feel more than anybody else .. Yingying is not a good girl anymore .. Thank you so much for loving me , protecting me . You could't have loved me better .
How can I ever be back to the same me again after all I did . I dont deserve you at all .

Darling

SHIT

2010-04-12T03:08:00.000+08:00

I've got shitloads of photos to upload . Most in fb .
So much to say . New job starting this Friday !
Having lots of fun these few days , beloved GRACE and KAILIN'S advance celebration .

Really too many updates , i dont know what to do . Sentosa trip too .
AHHHHHHHH

Forgotten to remember

2010-03-28T17:53:00.000+08:00

Will update about my genting trip 25 -27 March soon :) Love the weather over there ..
And , i've tendered my resignation .

I miss -

Dearie Ningjie's birthday celebration tonight at Illuzion .

Lost touch with blogging already ..

Belated post for my love .

2010-03-17T01:57:00.001+08:00

His birthday , 2 March 2010:

We're supposed to check in to Siloso Beach Resorts on his actual day which is 2March . But on the very fateful 1March , he had some small spots on his hand which is actually blisters . He tried to burst it but the water came back anyway . So .. he went to the doctor and was diagnosed with Chicken Pox on that night .

Disappointed , plans spoiled , he went to do his things as usual while i stayed home .. But i thought i need to make him happy no matter what its HIS BIRTHDAY !! so i rushed down to Holland V at 10pm+ to Swensens to get a cake (was suppose to DIY one for him the next day before gg to hotel) and called his sister and mum to plan a little surprise as he doesnt know am going over . So i cab from Cck to Holland to Tampines . Lucky thing is i reach before and his not back yet ! So i went back with his sis and mum ..

Waiting for him to be back .

I got so nervous cause i told him i'll be out singing with my girls at Clementi Kbox(they really are) AND i totally forgot to call/sms him when the clock hit 12mn !!!

In between exchanging calls with him i kept saying either i'm smoking outside or in the ladies cause of my super quiet background which is highly impossible in such a place . Still , i never laughed or piu chui ..

So the drama goes on ,

once we heard the sound of keys unlocking the door i literally jumped and hide myself in his dad's room cause i dont know what reaction i should give when he sees me . So i hid myself . (Hid my sandals, bag too)

AND THIS CLEVER BLOODY XIAOQIANG CALLED ME FROM HIS ROOM !!!

Purposely want to make me ugly lor .. Then you can guess already .. My ringtone rang so loud and i freaking annoyed lah . Nothing i can do so i ran into his arms and screamed

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

His mummy and meimei :) Credits goes to them too !

Him playing a fool when making a wish -.-

Okie finally wished and cut cake ! :)

Pardon my hair i was sweating since lor . Haha !

The delicious 3 layered ice cream cake .

Polaroids from his Sis ! Nice .

He told me he already guessed that i was at his place cause i didnt call him at 12mn(so buaybar hor?) and my background very suspicious and i kept asking him what time he going home since he sick .
But he admited that when he didnt see my sandals he thought he thought too much . Hahah !

Even though it wasnt really a blast but am really happy to see him happy .
After that night , everything became disastrous for him .
Everytime he took his medication , his fever will go up making him all !#$%&*@ . How to put it ? Strengthless , pain , cant eat alot of stuffs , bla bla bla lah .. And its fucking itchy yet you cant scratch it lor .
And the mental part , see your whole face and body covered in spots , its really frightening to feel .
Thats why they say , the older you get it the worse it is .

Its really depressing to see him suffering , but still had my smile on everytime in front of him .
Hmm thats about it . Took care of him , and i returned to work on and off after 3 days .
Now its 2 weeks plus already and he's almost good , just return to work today :)
Even go buy new car when he's having chicken pox lor wtf .

Hope he'll enjoy his postponed birthday present from me on 2 April !
And after typing so much .. You know ..

I love you Daddy !!!

Theres no need to elaborate cause both you and I know it :)
Just a line taken from Anqiqi :

Rain or shine , I'll stay by your side ..

So much love .

Happy 25th Birthday to my beloved

2010-03-04T00:26:00.000+08:00

I've some photos in my camera .. The last minute surprise for him . Will upload soon ..

Supposed to be at Siloso Beach Resort but my poor boy suddenly got attacked by chicken pox . Spent 2 days taking care of him , will go over tmr morning too . Unpaid leave was my last resort but i couldnt bear him all alone in the day without anyone looking after him .
Seeing him suffer right in front of me yet i cant do anything makes me feels like killing myself .. The heartache . The pain . The helpless-ness . I shouldn't breakdown at this time but i just cant control my tears when i turn away .
Though he'll get well but I really dont wish to see him go through all these .

Still , he must be feeling alot more frustrated than i am . The soreness , the feeling of no energy to move , the drowsiness , the pain of the wounds , the unbearable itchiness everywhere .

God . Please end this asap .

*On a sidenote , we've postponed the hotel date to 2nd April , adding a $50 charge to a weekend . Hopefully he can enjoy himself ..

Whats worse than getting a contagious at-least-1-week sickness just right before your birthday ? Sighs .

Because

2010-02-25T00:25:00.000+08:00

Am gonna be so busyyy and .. broke .

Tomorrow onwards
25/2 Thursday - Zhiyi's chalet @Chevrons with my girls
27/2 Saturday - Phoebe's Birthday Bbq @Panjang
28/2 Sunday - Baby Chevelle's 1st month celebration @Tw

March
02/3 - 03/3 Tues>Wed
Xiaoqiang's birthday resort @ Sentosa Siloso beach (so excited we're gonna have our private jacuzzi at the rooftop!) RELAX & ENJOY !
25/3 - 27/3 Thu>Sat
Genting with godma & family . First time to Genting Highlands !

Spoilers - my company deduct $100 allowance from me !!!!
Cause i always never wear uniform + slippers . Few months le lor . Now den take action .. Dunno should say heng or angry . Grrrrrrr .
Fuck Norbreeze . Fuck my damn supervisor especially she's resigning already GOOD !!!

However , i cant be bothered and still very much looking forward to all the events :)

Till then .

Live laugh love

2010-02-22T00:42:00.000+08:00

Feels like in a race .. But I've already won 1st place :)

Gong xi fa cai / Valentines / 2 years anniversary

2010-02-19T01:54:00.000+08:00

Wishing everyone a Happy new year ,

with a sweet valentine to go this year !

Few photos only .. Was having good food and gambling with my dearest family all the way :) Rushing here and there ..

Lao Yu Sheng with lots of abalone ~~

I received flowers from him on the eve , as we're not meeting on Chu Yi as he's going Msia . Thoughtful of him to get it delivered to my place (he nt sure bout' the address) with my girlfriends and mum's help <3

Xiaobai and his babies , LOL

Managed to meet up for our 2 yrs anni :) We caught Valentine's Day at vivo on Chu Er , sweet movie ! And had Mr bean for dinner/supper . Was here last year's v'day too ~

The most awesome bf on earth .

Him getting his prezzie from me !

Opening ..

Exploring ..

And using it straightaway ! Hehe

My cyclops boyfriend . LOLOLOL

Its actually an eye massager from Osim which helps to circulate blood around the eyes with air pressure . With quite alot of functions too , heating , vibrating .. And its really makes you sleepy and comfy . I tried :p

And he got me a dkny watch .. Very silly of him knowing that i could get it at 50% off , yet he still bought it .. Very feminine though . Lol . Like it ! :)

Was really glad that we managed to meet up on our 2 yrs anni , cause we've missed Valentines already .. Even though it doesnt really matters but i believe everyone hopes to have their love ones around each other on special occasions right ? :)

Anyway .. stayed over at his place and went Tampines Mall the next day for Fish &co ! Yumss . And gambled with his friends for awhile before he sent me back .. Thats about it <3

Am gonna be busy this 2 months , Phoebe's bbq on 27th , Zy's birthday chalet on 25th (help my dear kailin) , my beloved Xq's birthday on 2nd March , me going Genting end of March .. Need lots of cash and time !!

Just bought some products from h20+ today , spent 150 !! hopefully its good !! haiz . backside itchy always wanna buy buy buy ..

Sidetrack .. He's not going Bkk end of this month already ! yeah ~

Ok dunno when i'll update again , see you when i see you !

Cny blues

2010-02-10T02:29:00.000+08:00

Days has been nice and simple .. with a little ups and downs . Am still learning how to trust you , how to trust people around me ..

This year my house seems to liven up , I bought new sofa and tv console , microwave and toaster oven from him .. He seems to be more thoughtful then me , and care more for my family then I do =.= Even though he hasnt met my mum YET for these 2 years . Zzzz

Will he come visit my mum bai nian this year ? Lol

Spent quite alot these 2 months , sighs .

Some low quality pics from my berry .. If only it wasnt easily blurred !

He's going Msia on Valentines , also Chu 1 .. Comin back on Chu 2 , which is also our 2 year anniversary .. Hope we'll have time just for a dinner or something at night ~

Tmr Illuzion ~

Xiaoqiang

2010-02-05T03:08:00.001+08:00

me: you trust me 100% ?

last time dun trust
but now, if i have doubt i ask u, whatever u ans me, i wil believe
i ask u 1+1 = wat
if you say is 3, i will believe is 3

me: why ?

coz i love u

I cried .

My beloveds

2010-01-27T02:02:00.000+08:00

Saturday , caught The Spy next door at Vivo with Xq ~ Had dinner at Japanese Gourmet Town .
Nice movie , nice food , nice company :)

Yummy soba !!

Today , had steamboat with my girls at Bt Timah ! Nice company and nice food too !
And .. CONGRATS TO KAILIN !! So envy .. Got her liscense . When's my turn ?

I'm expensive and addictive like cocaine . Not .
Thats my Anqiqi , i bet you all know already . Haha !

Okay gonna watch Autumn Concerto already . And Hi my Sweetheart ! :)
I miss Taiwan ...

Gracious day

2010-01-21T23:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday .
I met up with Grace the bitch . Am glad i did . We did some shopping and talked till 2am at Cineleisure Old Town .
I'm happy , i miss her . I miss that feeling . We chat till our lungs out and i had sore throat . Lol .
And the best part was , she actually had the same experience of falling from the highchair too !! Stupid like me , she hooked her heels . But think hers was worse cause she fell down in the middle of Suntec City . Well clubs are dark so i maybe considered lucky already . LOL .

I bought undies(5 LOL) , Triumph bra (heh) , new black stockings from Topshop , bandage skirt with office-like material from Osmose .. And shoes ! Finally found the type i wanted cause its hard to find .. Didnt manage to get any tops though . Planning to go Bugis tgt soon .

When no one listens to what i say , i know she will .. Love .

Slept at 7am , woke at 10am . Tired like what !!! Den the sofa came ..

Xq came too :)

But i was too tired till i didnt even bother about him and sleep all the way . Until he was leaving i woke up .

So so sorry ~

Small and L shape . Thats what i need .

Craving for some ...

vampire boys ?

I feel like getting James outta the picture . And btw the faux teeth looks ugly to me . Boulging .

Lovely weekend

2010-01-19T01:50:00.000+08:00

We went Jp for Din Tai Fung on Saturday , i was craving for it very long ! Everyday at Wisma smell the xiaolongbao make me so tempted . And got his Goofy ! He so happy lah , keep hugging it . Now its at his house already ! Like a kid .. After dinner we walked around and headed to Le Bar to find his friend . Lots of camwhore for this post !

Now we have one more member to our family of turtles and bears ! Doggy Goofy !

Why so happy ?? lol .

At LeBar ~

Went back to his place , sleep till 3pm . Left house around 5pm . A big thanks to him for searching my ideal sofa with me .. We went to alot of places , i felt like giving up but he seems more persistant than me .. Makes me feel so loved . We went Tamp Industrial , Defu Lane , Furniture Mall , Sims Ave , and Geylang . A cheap and good and small sofa not easy to find lor . Cause mostly is big leather type .. And finally we settled for that one at Brighton , $500plus . Delivery on Thurs . Yay ! Surprise for Mummy again . Xq got Mummy a microwave for New Year , and now I got a new sofa for our house ! :):)

Orchard Central for dinner . Had Ah Yat , damn suaku of me .. First time eat whole abalone (but vvv small leh) . Hahah . This is the more budget one of Ah Yat , not really the restaurant one .

Very worth it cause 3 course meal per pax is around $30+, which includes Shark Fins soup , Abalone with main course , and Bird nest dessert ..

Walked around and he sent me back .. Thats it .

Sometimes i wonder what i've done to deserve someone like him .. I dont , at all . He's too good to be true , like a dream sometimes .. I'm always the selfish one , always taking , hardly giving .. But through out these days i've really been happy . The amount of love he gave me in 2 years is more than anything that ever happened to me . He gives that "天塌下来我都不怕，因为我知道你会在" feeling to me (except when he's sleeping like a log, can never wake up no matter what), and i dont care about what others say anymore cause i know i've him with me . Gosh my eyes are wet now =.=

Of course , we do have quarrels and tiffs at times , his stubbornness and my nonsense always , but am glad we came so far together .

Coming 2 years anniversary in Feb 15 ! (cb cny day2) :)

Anyway , i had dinner with my darlings at 145 just now , thanks Wen for the treat ! :)
Hope the hot topics get blown away soon , so sian of hearing all the sick things !
And looking forward to Wednesday shopping trip with Grace !! Havent seen her for so long .

Interview tmr morning . Goodnight love !

Happy Birthday Nouvelle !

2010-01-16T18:16:00.000+08:00

Celebrated at Illuzion with the usual . Hereby wishing you to be happy and cheerful always !!

Yes , we all love you !!!

And my Anqiqi . Didnt take much pictures , the rest uploaded by them mostly on Fb ba .

Hope velle enjoyed herself ! :)

Oh ya . I injured myself again . DAMN . Will never attempt to hook my heels to highchairs again . Now the blue black on my knee is literally purple , size of two 50 cts coins . FML !!

And my berry in pearl white ! :D:D:D

Finally meeting him later .. I cant wait to crush myself into his arms . Yeah . Thats how much i miss him .

My deepest condolences / Berrylicious

2010-01-13T01:18:00.001+08:00

All i remember is .

Raffles on Friday, got my Blackberry in white ! Heheh . And his Iphone .. Then Mouzzy :)
Halobar on Saturday . Which sadly on that night Xq's grandpa passed away ..
Mouzzy on Sunday followed by Tampines . I trained all the way .. It was fast cause i got a seat and was playing with my berry all the way !
Stayed at his place till Monday we went back to the funeral till midnight and he sent me back ..

Today , called the bloody starhub to change the plan .. Reading FML all the way at work .
Thats all , i'm hungry now ... :(

The butterflies fly away

2010-01-07T01:05:00.001+08:00

I was sleeping happily this morning . Then my super LAST MINUTE come find me for help . I refused and she guailan with me so i fucked her . (I was tired , haven't sleep well for many days .) So she kaysiao change subject and i cant be bothered so i went back to sleep . Go work as usual and my colleague say my super say things behind my back . Cant you just tell me what you wan instead of making comments which doesnt make sense at all , YOU MOTHER OF FIVE KIDS ? Awhile more she came , and act normal talk to me . BLOODY WANKER !! Hypocrite to the max . How fake can you get ?

Have been thinking of changing job for a few months , now should be the time to put my words into actions . I rarely do that . But how to stay in a company with no system ? Okay maybe fucked up system . Whatever . Having an incapable and ineffecient people who can't handle simple things .(I guess thats why my boss always get a extra manager rather than to make her one) Worsestill come and and complain to us her problems . Then indirectly act as if she's very pitiful . How to sympathise with people like this ? I think she totally deserves it .
I admit i was wrong to not co-operate , but who can stand the way she do things ? (Last minute so must sacrifice us?)
We've all been suffering in silence for so long .. Though no one really bothers about her and she gets fucked all the time by everyone . Why ? Because no one respects her ..
If she was someone sincere , i'm sure we all would have no complains about giving her the help when she needed .

You can continue to act for all you want , but meanwhile please go fuck yourself and die .
Oh i almost forgot you're going back to Phillipines tomorrow for at least 1-2 weeks , and that really makes my day !

:)

Hello 2010 !!

2010-01-05T00:40:00.000+08:00

Some outdated photos again ! Already 2010 i still updating about 2009 ..

On 25th Dec , Christmas ! Went to check out the new mall near Mustafa , Citysquare . Nothing much , had dinner and off to Tampines Mall for Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 :)

Xiaoqiang , xiaoqiang , and xiaoqiang .

Act shy first ... Then slowly all the pattern come out . Just like his character . Hahah ! Jokin' :p

27th Dec , Avatar at Cine :)

30th Dec , IMM for Fish & Co . My first time , so suaku .Very nice ! Can fight with Jacks Place .

And 31st Dec , New Year Eve was spent at Illuzion and Ratchada with my babes .

I was very clumsy . i banged my head onto a signboard while reading sms-es at Illuz , and standed too close to Wen and Monkey while they're dancing at Ratchada and his cig burnt a hole on my elbow ! Seriously .. a hole . Lol . Anyway had fun but ended abit .. Hmm . Wonder why . Ever since i wear heels things sure happen . LOL . Whatever . Cant be bothered . Went back to his place aftermath ..

All taken at Rachada .

My girls and Nouvelle :)

Valerie and Yingying (we share the same name !).

Anqiqi and Huishi !

Thats about it . Happy New Year people .

My resolution for 2010 will be .. Make a change . :)

Bought this top . Hahah . I like it , and Xq too(of course luh) !
And supplements for Mummy at GNC , very not cheap , but hope regularly taken will improve her health ..
Got a dress/tunic from Dorothy Perkins yesterday as it was the last day of my Topshop 5 bucks voucher . Lol . Die die must use . In the end spent 50 bucks just to save 5 .. Silly or stupid ?
Thinking of "preserving" the dress for CNY , but abit long leh . But even if i start wearing now also wasted cause i don't wear dresses .. Haiz .

Alright .. Gonna end here . Nouvelle's birthday drawing near , hope she celebrates with us ! <3

(^_^)

2009-12-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

Long long time ago ..

We watch New Moon (9 Dec) and i passed him his Christmas present . And that day (13 Dec) after i went clubbing with Grace the previous night , stayed at his place and we went 313 :)

We dined at this Thai restaurant .. Fuckin spicy tom yam ..

Still not enough , i remember craving alot for brownie so we headed to Cine Gloria Jeans .

We played the machine and got this Mos Hamburger ! :)

I was very happy that day <3

That night (12 Dec) Rebel with my sweetie Grace (she's at India suffering now!)

And finally .. Christmas Eve with my darling girls !!

All was well . Until .. Some bleeding and breaking happened .

Nevertheless i still enjoyed . The best part was the present exchange session .. Haha . Thanks Nouvelle for the perfume :) And congrats to Kailin for receiving mine . Didnt join the spraying fun as i was wearing white , for fear of dirtying . But who knows at end of the night i went home with dunno what martell or coke or blood stains on it . Lucky mum managed to cleaned it ..

I just gave mum 600 bucks , (so filial right ? LOL)
please remind me not to spend on unnecessary stuffs for this coming month .
I need all the money .

There're still some photos which i'm lazy to upload .. Someday okay ?
Anyway , have caught Alvin & the Chipmunks 2(on 25th Christmas with Xq) and Avatar 3D(27th with him too) . Both were good except that i regret watching 3D for Avatar , if i knew it would be abit blur and giddy i would save the extra 3 bucks . Still , the graphics were much better den the normal ones during scenes of the .. magical place ? Lol .
But am not satisfied , i want to watch Sherlocks Holmes badly !! Like NOW !!!!!!

knnbccb

2009-12-24T20:28:00.000+08:00

Crap
CRAP
C R A P !

Pay is not in yet . No mood to celebrate anything .
How to enjoy later ?

xmas eve

2009-12-24T03:03:00.001+08:00

He 's not going Malacca ! He's here for christmas :)
Even though we're not celebrating together , the thought of him staying still feels good .

Gonna party hard tmr with my lovely girls !!

Com[promise]

2009-12-23T00:33:00.001+08:00

I've got love . So much . So many .
I didnt know it at all . I didnt know how you felt because you never said .
I didnt know you worry so much .

You make me feel alive , because only you feel for me .
You can see me , like how transparent i am to others .
Thank you for making me realise my importance , to you , again .

Last christmas i gave you my heart , this christmas you ... keep it safely .
Although my emptyness is inside myself ,
you have actually filled a small part unknowingly when you loved me .

And so , the lion fell in love with the lamb

2009-12-22T22:27:00.001+08:00

I'm losing interest in blogging .

N86 is only 5 months old yet now i'm tempted to change :(
Maybe i should delibrately lose my phone so i have the excuse to get a new one .

Lazy to transfer photos to pc , so just upload the out dated ones ..
I've completed the series(i'm so bored now without them, maybe i should re-read?) , only waiting for the movie to be up .. So much love for Twilight .

I'm broken again .
No cash , no friends
no love .
Nothing .
Too used to having nothing and being nothing .
I'll be fine , independance is what it takes only afterall .
Have always been :)

I think i've found out the problem (all the paranoid-ness/emptyness), tell ya someday .
Anyway , dont bother to console me , i'll feel like laughing . Really . Not to say ask .
Thanks .

The reason for all

2009-12-20T20:14:00.000+08:00

With a couple of girlfriends last two nights over Holland V ..

Have so much to blog but cant find any to start with .

Hmmm

II

2009-12-17T01:12:00.000+08:00

Lazyness overpowers everything - except shopping .

Woke up nearly 3pm , didnt want to step out of the house unnessecarily but cant wait to get my hands on the jeans , so ..
Went town alone around evening , did some shopping on my own and he came to join me around 8pm . The jeans from Zara TRF wasnt as nice as it is on the website , so disappointed .
I wanted to get some rugged/ bleached/ super acid-washed ones but its either the material sucks or the cutting not my type .
Mango having sales , super packed . The jeans damn cheap lor , but i dont wan to queue to try . Somemore payment also must queue :( So left emptyhanded . Nothing caught my eyes ..
In the end he got one pair of jeans from Topshop for me , christmas present ! <3 (= <3
He got himself a long sleeve from Springfield as well ..
Totalling up with one top and legging from Zara which i bought before he came .. Not enough lor !!
Bought some tidbits and biscuits home from Ion too .
Went Oasis for dinner , so happy .. i miss the food so much !
("v")

I want to upload photos .. but 有心无力 leh .
Tomorrow work till 11pm again .. Shucks . =(

Lazyness overpowers everything

2009-12-16T01:52:00.000+08:00

Saturday - Rebel . Club . Grace . Love .

Sunday - Orchard Central . 313 Somerset . Shop . Eat . Shiok . Qiang . Happy :)

I want to get all the jeans from Zara TRF series ! Sibei chio .. Do they have it here ?
I want to get a wristlet/clutch too ..
I want a new bag , the current one's thread come out le :(
Okay lah .. main point is i want to go shopping ! Christmas + year end season = SALES !!
I mean really shop without considering anything , like go overseas holiday like that ..
No need to keep thinking bank left how much :(

He knows i've never been there .. so ,
he ask me to go Genting with him next month , should i ?
But what should i do when he goes to the casino leh ?

I feel like going to see see leh .

Our Song

2009-12-11T00:22:00.000+08:00

Yesterday

Christmas present for him - Stay Real Navy Polo tee ! I finally found it .. In Sg ! Sure he likes it .
Cathay for New Moon . ( The book is like thousand time better , though i'm still very much mesmerized by Jasper and Edward !)
Swee Choon Dimsum !!! Craving for days already .. Like finally .
Home .

Awesome .

Today

Work . Pizzahut with fellas .
Someone called me while i was on my way to take bus home . ANQIQI ! (It feels so good to be remembered . Especially when half the world has forgotten your existence .)
She's in town with Jeff ! We took turns to be bodyguards for her .. Hah . Kiddin'
Shop with her after much persuasions (Hate being soft hearted but cant help it -.-)

I'm tired but the short meet up really made my day <3
Even if that means i got to squeeze with all the fucktards in 190 .

I wish Grace can kidnap Jackson Rathbone for me this Saturday .
And hope Taylor Lautner spots the true beauty too .
So the 4 of us can live happily ever after ... kekekex (o"_"o) *just fantasizing

I miss . Qiang .. anqiqi .. grace .. laine .. ning .. kailin .. etcetera etcetera .

Breaking Dawn

2009-12-08T01:01:00.001+08:00

I'm halfway through ! Some spoilers for you :
Bella gave birth to a half human half vampire baby .

Ridiculous . But still love it anyway .
Imagine that she's with Jake - she would have puppies !! Hahahahahah .
Should be able to complete by tmr or the day after .

Dear Santa ,

I've been a real good girl this year . I'm sure i did and you could see it too . Surely you must be planning for some rewards in that goodie socks for me yea , just a hint :p -
I want that Prada wristlet , badly . I like that MiuMiu one too , but it seems far out of budget and doesnt make sense to me as the colours available are only pink and blue , which is very unlikely i would consider . So there's the alternative , the Prada one's more conventional and its cheaper too . In black please .

You'd really make my christmas perfect if ..
Love you Beardy !

* * *

I'm thinking of buying ever since i saw it .
Godamnit .
As if i ever believed in that Santa Clausssssssssssssssssss shit .

Eclipse

2009-12-06T01:34:00.000+08:00

Holy crap . I've finished Eclipse as well . Around 3 days again i guess ??
I am a genius .

And the books gets thicker all the time , Breaking Dawn is the thickest ..
I hope i wont get pissed off carrying it .
Its very sad to know its coming to an end . I dont like this .

Team Edward or Team Jacob ??

Team Steven !! Whahahaha .
I think Xq is more like a bear compared to vampies and wolves .
He's furry , big , brown . LOL

Inhuman

2009-12-05T00:24:00.000+08:00

Just came back from his place .. Xq fell sick 2 days back .. Till now .
I wanted to deliver some love and warmth to him .. Hoping it would help , but seems like no avail . Haha .
I trained to Tampines after work last night . He was sleeping most of the time though . I just woke him up to feed him medicine at times .
I really dunno how to take care of people . I'm sorry .
You even sent me back despite you're so restless .. So stubborn .
I feel so useless .

Get well soon boy .

New Moon

2009-12-03T00:43:00.002+08:00

Oh i'm done with New Moon :)
Almost 3 days .

Lent Anqiqi Twilight today .
Guess Elaine next .
Kind of heartache . Hahahahaha . My baobeis leh ...

Cant wait to start on Eclipse .
I wish i'd read slower , so the story doesnt ends .

Working till 11pm tomorrow and Fri . Wtf .

Warmth

2009-12-02T02:31:00.000+08:00

For the 1st time i drank on a Monday . Elaine and Wen persuaded me very hard before i decide to go with them . And supposing to meet qiang there . But didnt .

Melody . Atlantis . Surprised to know that its actually crowded on a Mon .
Home .

Work .
Went back to Tangs today . I thought i'd get real happy and excited but no . Glad that i had my favourite chicken rice . Everyone left , its seems so unfamiliar to be there . But with Mok around , things always get better .
Something bad - Tang's gonna close at 11pm or 12mn(every weekend) from now on . Its always like this in December cause of Xmas . But 12MIDNIGHT . For jesus sake ! =.=

Qiang came to fetch me , after 4/5 days of not seeing him , he immediately scream ORANG UTAN BIN AH BU NEH NEH when i got in the car . Zzzzzzz
Went Balestier for Bah Kut Teh and home .

He held my hand with the steering wheel to drive . Its always on the brakes but today , its seems like we drove together . Lol . I'm like a lunatic screaming at first(i always get anxious when it comes to the vehicle moving cause i know its very dangerous) , but slowly succumbed .
Nothing can explain the feeling . I remember staring blankly at him smiling with all of my heart .
Maybe this is the lunatic part -.-

Its just like i wished we'd never reach home so it'd go on forever .

My poor boy is sick now :(

Personal

2009-11-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

Hangover .

I got a little drunk last night , i knew because when i'm high i tend to talk alot .
First , i told Anqi how much i love her and some stupid things of the past . Haha .
Second , i nagged at Jos at our table , i think i was loud , sorry . But i meant what i said anyway .
I blabbered nonsense from like 2+ 3am onwards . I didnt even know Anqi left .
I remember drinking and playing with Elaine . I hope she doesnt feels nervous again . Hah .
And by the time we decided to leave for Nana , i wanted to sleep .

I was exceptionally tired , i think because i worked the whole day , spending 10 hours on my Twilight . And i completed it within 2 days , so proud of myself . Haha . Going for New Moon now :) I so love the story . I was like inside , just beside Edward and Bella watching them . This is the 2nd book that made me wanted to tear after Chinese Cinderella .
My heart went thumping real hard and i feel myself smiling to myself when i was reading . I think i look like an idiot . I just want to stay inside the story , ignoring all the customers . In fact i felt pissed off and disturbed when some passerbys asked for directions . Lol . My vampire sweetheart !
Just something creepy - i actually had the same birthday with Bella(the lead female) , and she's 18 in the story too . I think thats why i could relate so much . Hah .

Okay . So we left Illuzion and cabbed to Nana .
It was good - before and after the 'live band' . Wen had her share of fun - i felt happy for her . Bao stayed loyal to Liok even though she just played with us all the way . I'm glad she's in good hands . And then there was this cap craze .
We danced a little , i almost hated my immobility because of my heels . But i like it alot , if not i wouldnt even bother to wear it . Anti-heels .
Live band time i just sat and smoke throughout . I munched alot of ice-cubes to keep myself awake .
Soon , some left . Alicia and Ning asked me to stay . I did .
But we left very soon too , initially supposed to head for supper with them but my body is turning down on me . So i took a cab back from Geylang .
I wanted to stay with them at first for fear of their safety , then i thought - the days they drink is double of mine , and they're still sober . So i assured myself and them , then bid goodbyes .

Kailin called earlier as she forgot her wallet is with me . I forgot too . She wanted to get back from me today afternoon . But after much consideration i decided to cab over to Woodlands to return her despite i'm drained , as to prevent being disturb from my sleep today . I felt relieved for her too . I'm so kind-hearted . Lol .

I slept in the cab all the way till Woodlands , and i tried to keep myself awake from there .
I chatted alot with the cab uncle , though i cant remember anything we've said .
It took me an hour to reach home . It was about 7am .
And even without the midnight charge , the fare was $26 !! FUck .
I think i need to claim from Kailin . Hahaha .
I spent too much then i expected . Sighhhh . its only the 28th =.=

I nearly fell when i was bathing , while washing my face . Cause naturally i had to close my eyes when i was cleansing right ? I think i almost slept . Retard .

Out and hit the pillow hard .
I miss qiang alot , i dont feel safe anywhere else except with him .
I typed a long good sms to him before i drop dead .

Surprisingly , i woke up around 1pm . I tried my best to sleep back but i cant , and the worst is my body cant move at all - its seems like there's no muscles in me , after a whole night of 'exercise' .
I just lay there and think about what happened last night .
I called qiang , i wanted to hear his voice even though i cant see him .
And i guess i slept very well after that till 6pm .

I havent upload the pictures to my com yet .
Perhaps soon .

Going to watch Twilight movie now on youtube .
Many says the book is better ? I'll see ..
And i wanna watch New Moon soon too . Maybe before i complete the book .

Grandma's place tomorrow for lunch ! :)

Problematic

2009-11-27T01:42:00.000+08:00

Zoo trip photos :)

We managed to cover most of the animals . And see his Orang Utan !

White Tigers

Hippopotamus

Er i dunno whats this called

Goaty

Elephant and Goaty (double)

His favourite Orang utan . You should have seen how happy he(Xq) was .

My favourite Polar Bear !! Zebrasss

Leopard , Python

Lions and cubs(above) Chicks and Ostrich

Giant rabbits , super cute penguins , horse and Rhinocerus !(above)

Very big and aggressive bird , and Ah Meng(memorial)

Lastly , Mr Orang Utan fan , Yy with Zoo map

Happy day ! :) Went IMM aftermath for dinner .

Still have abit of photos yet to update from my phone .
Very glad pay's in early but i've spent almost 200 already :(
Went IKEA Tampines , both of us bought the coffee table :) and some house hold items .
And today i bought the whole series of the Twilight saga .
I wonder why the fuck i did that .
I love reading but books are like waste of money sometimes ..
Initially wanted to buy just one first , but in the end i bought the whole series(four) .
So nice ~

But its only the 27 today , how am i going to survive till end of next month ?! =.=

Cramping

2009-11-25T00:31:00.000+08:00

Tired . So so bloody .

I love my boy .

Its here again

2009-11-24T00:51:00.000+08:00

Went Mouzzy to accompany Anqiqi at 4pm today till she knocked off . Quite crowded today , lol .
She confirm enjoyed our companion . Hahahaha
Took neoprints with Anqi and Nouvelle . Like finally , after saying so long ..
Happy .

Bankrupt . GG .

Flaws

2009-11-23T00:43:00.001+08:00

Today's zoo trip was good , the weather didnt turn its back on us . I thought it would rain but it didnt and instead quite breezy at some times .

2012 on Saturday was good too . Cried again =.= Like so easy to make me cry especially movies ..

I've left with 8 dollar now to survive till end of this week . COOOL . Bank's left with $10+ after buying cigarettes on Fri , lucky got Nets at Cheers if not i cant even blooody smoke . As for the $10+ , i doubt i'm able to use it anyway . So lets watch me die together !!!

Shucks .

And i just received Bread's letter . He's clever to say he's first to wish me for X'mas . Early bird .

There is a land they say far far away

2009-11-21T02:17:00.000+08:00

Will be staying at his place tomorrow .
Hope Sunday doesnt rain .
Looking forward to 2012 .

So lazy .. Gonna slp soon . Work again . Boring work ...

除了你之外`

2009-11-20T00:31:00.000+08:00

Was supposed to go Mouzzy after work today but last minute changed . Put Anqiqi on aeroplane , zhen bu hao yi si ! Enjoy your weekend with Jeff , hope to see you next week .

Went Vivo with Xq , its been so long since we went there . Still remember we used to date there everytime , eat Haagen Dazs Cookie and Cream , movie , smoke , see the sea . Hahaha .
He's getting so much busier nowadays . But i'm too understanding , whahahaha . And i've been a good girl too (i guess?!) . I wont nag anymore . Lol .
Headed to Tpy after that for awhile . Then home now .

Gonna watch 2012 this Saturday , and he says we'll go to the zoo on Sunday .
Hope we wont be too tired/ lazy to get out of the house .
But he seems quite excited about it .
I just went 2 years back if i'm not wrong , so i'm not really anticipating much .

I'm more excited to see him excited . Haha . Thats the satisfaction :)
Cause he says he wants to see the Orang Utan very much . I wanna see the polar bear , have been the favourite all along .

By the way , while frying the ham this morning , the oil went 'piak piak' and i got scalded :(
BUT , the finale was gooooood !! Am a good chef . LOL

`还有谁能来教我爱

Home-ing

2009-11-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

I made ham and tuna sandwich to bring to work for breakfast on Tues , i'm gonna do the same tomorrow . It'll be luncheon meat , ham and egg .(sounds yummy!) No choice , very tight . Tight till my prepaid is low and i'm thinking if i should top up .
Though the sandwiches are tasty and great , they can't fill my stomach . But i'm glad i'm making the effort to sleep early and wake up early just to bloody prepare it -.- Not that easy you know . Tired still must wake earlier .
If i got a flask i might even bring hot milo to work . Hahahahahahaha
Actually its fun to make all these , esp food .
Its enjoying , and good to know if they're nice .
I like to do groceries sometimes suddenly . I like to buy alot of things to put in the kitchen but never once i tried to make them . Like pasta , i bought Prego so long already haven't tried yet !!

I've made extra sandwich for Xq as well as he says he wants too . Everything he also want . Haaaa
Think i'll make a good housewife lor . Whahahahhahahahahha :x :x

Have been at home for these 2 days , dont see why my cough isnt getting any better . The phelgm is making me suffocating from sleep . ZzzzZz

X'mas coming ! :)

E key to my heart

2009-11-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

15 November 09 Sunday

* Pheobe & Michael's Wedding *

Stayed at Xq house on Saturday night as its very much nearer to their chalet at Aloha Changi . Slept at 2am , woke at 5am . Prepared and he sent me there . I must say he's very very sweet as he woke up just for the sake of sending me there at dawn . And lucky too , cause its very remote lor , cant find the place at first .

The gorgeous bride ! :)

Leelian and me :) And the questions to test the groom .

姐妹们 and 酸甜苦辣 !

Around 745 , the groom and 兄弟 reached and started the torture .

Grab red packet , force them drink bittergourd juice(pure) .

Disposable briefs , damn funny cause they complain its too small for them . Lol .

On the briefs actually writes LOVE YOU FOREVER PHEOBE .

Got videos too , but idk how to upload .

Did our best to chop them for red packets then let them in . Haha .

And then the mouth-to-mouth pass grapes thing before they go up to the room outside to recite the PROMISES TO MY WIFE thing in Chinese .

He recited it outside at the door before letting him in . It was very very funny and touching lah .

Xq says he definitely wont recite for me lor !

Went to Groom's place to serve tea .

By then i started to feel shag liao .. Went back chalet for buffet and went back to Xq's place around 1pm . Bathed and nap till 5pm . I was too tired i guess i snored and he recorded it !! So naughty of him .

Prepared for the dinner and he insisted on fetching me again . I feel bad .

Changi Village Hotel , i didnt know Changi got hotel at all lo . Not too bad though .

We JieMeis as the receptionists .

Cam whore before it starts to get busy !

My Tangs friends ~ So happy to see them !

The army/friends of the groom , remember the first photo of this post ? He's an officer in dunno what .. Not everyone can wear the uniform they say ? Its called 'Number 1' . So he actually wore it for some of the shoots and dinner .

I find the uniform damn charming lor . Like ugly wear already also not ugly anymore . Hahaha .

(they wore this to the dinner got purpose one) tell you later .

Nor ! I dunno what they call this procedure but its damn cool can !!! Not everyone can have this .

So they stand in a line to erm , welcome the bride and groom .

Like strict only .

He carried her to the stage , like wow .

Had a very good filling dinner :)

Well , wish the both of you everlasting love !

I like this photo very much ! So candid .

Rushed down to Villa Bali aftermath , Liokleng's birthday ! My girls were there too !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIOK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stay happy and rich forever . Hahaha .

Love you ! :D

Liok and Bao waited together with me for Xq to reach to fetch me back his place .

Thanks so much .

It was a good and tiring day .

And thank you my dear Keong for all the trouble . Love you too ! <3

I

2009-11-14T02:19:00.000+08:00

I wanna change into a different person .
I dont wanna be Yy anymore .
I'm so sick of myself ..
Zzz x 10000000

Lets be frank ,
I'm left with $200 till the next payroll , which is end of the month .
Gonna spend $80 on for Phoebe's red packet (initially thought of $60 but Mok says its hotel not restaurant so he's giving $80 , so i also $80 lor)
Hope i can get back abit for the jiemei thing . LOLOL so bad of me !

Thats left with 120 , cab fare , cig , around 100 .
100 to survive(eat+drink) 15 days , excluding cigs , partying , ezlink card , broadband bill(coming) , top up card .
Tell me , how ?
:'(

What ?

2009-11-14T01:47:00.000+08:00

Before we realise , its November and another year gone soon .

So many things i want to do , so little time and cash .
I wanna take private O next year .
I wanna enrol for car liscense .
I wanna save money .

If i manage to complete the O's by end of next year , i hope i can take up a dip course .
But before i take a dip course , i need to choose carefully of what i really want .
I dont wish to force myself to study something i've no interest , cause i know it wont last .

I hope i can complete the liscense by 2011 (like fuck , i havent even enrol -.-)

Of course , all of the above needs lots of money , time , and perseverance .
So in order to make it possible , i need money - the most important factor as i'll be the one supporting myself through these .
So money = fast .
Fast money , where to find ?

So i need to get Sentosa Cove !!
Marina Bay's waiting for you ...

Okay this is not a joke , i really wanna do something to my life .
Well , i need to do something to it right ?
I've always been talking so much about this and that , yet i havent done any , not even the first steps .
I know my pattern - full of excuses (applys to all areas of me lol).
But i really got to do something now to help myself , if i dont , who will ?

In terms of $$ - nobody / nothing can help
time ? nobody
motivation ? hmm ..

Thats why they say .. One must not depend on others . But i didnt depend on anyone .. Can someone appear now to let me depend on ..
Maybe appear with Sentosa Cove label ..
I'll give you a 5% of what i get .
Make it 10 .

Please ?

HI

2009-11-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

Ok . I'm down with very bad flu and cough now . Have been sneezing the whole day with lots of mucus and phlegm . My head feels like stucked somewhere when i sneeze and my eyes can barely open .
My nose , throat and head are jamming at the same time :(
2 days , doesnt seem to get any better ??

But still i went to work today , but cab home at evening cause i would sneeze the whole journey in train .
Ate , took a nap , woke and now - still sneezing . Cccccbbbb

Tuesday - Bugis with Elaine and Kailin , bought 2 lacey clothes . Went Mouzzy to look for Anqiqi . Home .

Wednesday - Godma birthday <3 Ate , cut cake . Brian so cute !! He can sit and crawl now on his own , but still abit buay zai . Hahaha . So cute lor . Love him to the max !!
Will post photos soon ?

Please pray for me that i'll get well .
At least before Sunday - Liok's birthday and Phoebe's big day !

二人世界

2009-11-10T01:13:00.000+08:00

7 Nov , Saturday

Was supposed to Elaine for drinks , but cancelled last min .
I wore a long dress for the 1st time . And it was disastrous .
First , i kept stepping on to it , second , when i closed the car door it got stuck . Third , i nearly fell when walking the stairs cause i stepped on to it again .
Was it me or the dress ? =.=

Xq came to fetch me and went Parkway Parade for Jack's Place . Our 1st time . And its fuckin good !

My boy enjoying his food , its really good .

I love the seafood salad most . Best that it was served very cold and fresh .

And his Mixed Grill , lamb , bacon , steak , chicken . The sunny side was abit off though .

And the baked potato with sour cream and bacon ... WOOOOO !!!

My lobster and chicken combo . Shiok .

>Collecting the change from the bill *heartache* Hahaha !

I'll defnitely go back for the salad .. The whole dinner's fabulous :)

Headed to Krugers (just beside Illuzion) with him and his friend for drinks .

Stayed at his place that night , next day(Sun) we went Suntec around 6plus .. Dinner at Secret Recipe as i wanted to have the Thai Fried Rice .. Walked around and home ! :)

Worked till evening , accompanied Anqiqi at Mouzzy after i knocked off . Bused back with Nouvelle at 10plus .

Got my facial cleansers , going at discount . Happy .

Will be heading to Bugis tmr to hunt for my dress with Elaine , Kailin and Baby Kyler !

How cool is that ! I miss Kyler already ..

As time goes by , things changes , people too .

Although i know its impossible , but i hope we can stay like this whereby nothing can pull us apart .

I'll remember everything you've done and given me .

Love`

6 November

2009-11-07T02:15:00.002+08:00

Just a quick update .
Dyed my hair just now , the colour wasn't obvious as i chose a dark one , but at least i think it did something to my black roots . Lol . But bad thing was my hair dropped alot while i was rinsing off . Totally freaked me out . Much much more then usual .

And thought about The Beauty Diary masks , they finally brought it in to Sg but why is it so expensive ??
I bought 3 boxes of 10 for 530 NT , which is around 24 dollars $ .
So its like 8dollars per box , but Guardian is selling at 21dollars PER box ??!!??!!!!
From 80cents to $2 .. =.=

I remembered sometime back Liok told me she bought one box i dont believe her , cause i thought Sg dont have .. In the end its true , no wonder when i told her she sounded so angry , and i dont believe her somemore ..
So its true .

If $1plus abit can understand .. But wtf , nearly triple of the price .
Sighs !

5 November

2009-11-06T01:52:00.000+08:00

I spent money again -.- Buying stuffs which i dont use .
Fake lashes , double eyelid stickers .
I pasted the eyelids straightaway and i quite like it , although not very obvious .
But tiring for my eyes :( Not used to it .
Bought hair dye too , want to cover away the roots . Gonna try the Liese bubble foam thing .
Will dye tmr , hope my hair can take the rebonding and colouring .
Although its recommended to colour after sometime .
I cant wait anymore . So irritating .

He fetched me from work and went YT point again , lol .
Hk Cafe again -.- cause i wanna eat dessert . At 10 plus , we cant think of anywhere else except Lau Pa Sat but i dont wanna go so far . So bo bian lor .

Everytime cannot stay still at workplace , must walk walk =.=
Must buy food eat or buy thing . Why like that :(

So leave it behind 'cause we , have a night to getaway

So come on and fly with me , as we make our great escape

You wont be lonely

2009-11-05T01:28:00.000+08:00

Today (4Nov) . Will be a detailed post as i really need to vent out my frustrations .

Long and tiring day . Slept for 3 hours and headed town at 8 for meeting . Wasting time again .
Went Tangs for awhile , so many peeps not working yet :(
Catch up with Jes and Leelian for around half and hour Xiaoqiang came to fetch me to Jurong for my hair appointment . The HDB blocks so confusing =.= lucky he's with me .
But after my hair done i couldnt walk it out myself .. I asked directions from a kid -.-
Due the to irritating rain and sun made the weather so damn damp and humid , i sweated like hell .
Dunno why either ! Totally pissed off - tired , sweat , wanna smoke but never bring lighter , lost my way . FML
Met Elaine and Kiat for lunch as they stay so near .. Talk bird and i decided to visit Kyler . He brightened up my day lor :) :)
Slacked till 6plus , we bused to Jp as they're going there . Trained to Lot , Nouvelle , Anqiqi , Yiting , Wen , Uncle there . Anqiqi trimmed my fringe . Hehe .

My body was sticky like scotch-tape even when i felt cold in Mouzzy . Its like you completed a 2.4km run . I WANT TO SHOWER SO MUCH .
Xiaoqiang came and we went for dinner at Yew Tee Point Hk Cafe .
I was feeling so uncomfortable , he thought i'm having my period as my face was black . Hahaha .
Love you la Ah Pu Neh Neh .
Saw Zy too , she just knock off . Chat awhile , then i disturb her asking when PH . She so fierce , ask me go Fly tmr . LOL .

Bought some toiletries and a haircut scissors and he sent me home <3 Havent seen him for days .
Reached home and played with my fringe , keep cutting . Boliaoz .
Actually i wanna sleep badly , but after i bath , need to wait for my hair to dry so i ended up surfing till now .

Elaine jios MoonBar this Saturday . Think she needs to enjoy to the max now . Lolol !
Xin ku ni for 9 months le ~

Anqiqi's GMGL tomorrow .

Somehow i'm anticipating too .

WTF ! lololol

You belong with me

2009-11-04T01:39:00.000+08:00

Got my fringe all banded up as its roots starting to curl already . Sore sight .

Going to rebond tomorrow as i cant stand it anymore .

Hope Nouvelle's recommendation's good ! (cheap too!) :)

2 of my colleagues kena pok . Wonder if my turn's coming soon ?

Smelly company ...

Talking about this , i've got to wake at 7plus tmr for meeting at 9am .

Been so long so i woke so early , maybe i'll sleep while doing rebonding . Hahaha .

Oh ya , i've been drawing my brows and got blusher on nearly everyday now !

Good or bad thing .. ?

[*Msn-ing just now]

small strong says:

Wat u doin

Little Miss Naughty says:

painting my toe nail

small strong says:

Everyday paint here paint there

Little Miss Naughty says:

going to do my schedule

sian ma

small strong says:

More and more hiao

Little Miss Naughty says:

ugly must cover

small strong says:

I like my last time plain plain de yingying

Little Miss Naughty says:

haha

ppl will grow up

yingying will change

small strong says:

nv chiong , nv make up , nv paint

My mind went blank .

Keongz , but there's one thing that will never change ,

my heart .

Misses`

Halloween , Alicia's birthday

2009-11-03T01:36:00.000+08:00

Held her advance celebration at Nana on Halloween , now its Nov 3 just nice to wish you

Happy Birthday YM !

Hope you enjoyed your night :D

I bought 3 bands at a go , 2 bunnies 1 black bling . Xq sent me to Cine to meet up with Jolin before leaving for Nana .

Jolin :)

Drink drank , left around 4plus to fetch Graceee <3 from Zouk and headed to Clarke quay . Wanted to club but its either full house and i dont wish to pay entry for 1 hour . Sianzz lor . So we chilled at the bridge with beer . Rock and rolla .

Poker hunters ! *creates irritating sounds LOL

You wouldnt believe it cause we stayed till 730 in the morning .

Totally drained out .

I swear i'm gonna dress up next year !%*$@#&^

Stayed home yesterday .

Accompanied Anqiqi work today (1st day back) with Nouvelle .

So good of us right . Hahaha

<3 <3

Miss my y like tt .

2009-10-30T16:32:00.000+08:00

Too many off days , sian .
Too little , even more sian .
What to do ?

Brian lil chubby cutesy !!

I miss him lor .

Just ordered Mac .
Will be having dinner with future mother-in-law(haha FAKE) and his siblings later .

$Payroll's in . Like finally .. This month is terrible , and i suppose November too .

Overwhelming

2009-10-28T01:28:00.000+08:00

Back to update about the busy weekend . I'm on mc today cause of the horrid rashes . Sighs .

23 Oct Friday night , had dinner at Thomson Prata and stayed at Xq's place .

(Next morning 24 Oct) We wore almost the same top ^-^ .. He sent me back and had lunch at 143 :)

My cute Ahqiang !

Went Illuzion to clear the balance at night with both of my precious Anqi and Grace .

Ningjie (Dearie) was working too :)

Never take photo with En leh . Why ar ??

En went home before 3am , while me and Grace headed to Arena to curb our limbs . Hehe .

That night was too short ! But good good night always *

Next day 25 Oct (Sun) went to visit Kyler ! 1 month old :)

Elaine should be happy now cause her confinement finally ended .

Must party liao . Haha !

Next day 26 Oct(yesterday) Went ECP with Xq to see 九王爷 as its 九月初九 .

We sat by the big rock to watch instead of squeezing with the crowd .

The even was held by the sea , he says every year its like this .

Lots of ppl , and many 'flower lorrys' ..

9 sedans to be served to the god ?? I think something like that .

Thats Xiaoqiang , you know you know ? :D

Went Keong Saik to have dinner after the event . Got home , bathed and the horrible nightmare came .

Warning , the photos are quite disturbing (to me) .

The 'feng mo' actually started just with the thighs . I thought it would be gone soon , so i quickly went to sleep . 2 hours later i woke up due the unbearable itch and realise both my arms are swollened too .

FUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was digusting like hell man . I really scared lor .

I used ginger(chinese tradition) to rub my arms to stop the itch but no help . I rubbed till i cried so i went to the corridor to smoke . After i smoke i puked . For a moment my whole body went soft , i wished i was dead .

It was 6am in the morning .

This is only a small part . I dunno why i post it up here too . Lol .

I think everyone young time should have rashes also , but this is the first time after i grown up lor . Like fucking exaggerating from kids . Fucking hell night . I couldnt sleep at all , partly the itch , and the worse was i wasnt allowed to 'blow wind' as it would worsen the condition . Hot can .

Xq woke up around 6.30am , he says he'd bring me to the doctor later . (That was only when i felt a little better) He's so poor thing , tired like fuck . Need to bring his dad to hospital before 8am , after that got to bring me around 10 plus . While waiting for him i used the com for 2 hours (wrapped up like a mummy), unknowingly the rashes wasn't that much anymore . I felt so happy !!

But still we went to see the doctor for medication and mc .

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Thank god they have recovered (i hope it doesnt comes back) , my arms and thighs are now like before .

And thank you Daddy .. Thank you for being there , when i felt so bad and ugly . <3

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Next up : 31 Oct (this Sat). Halloween/ Alicia YM's advance birthday celebration (^-^)

The stead-iest people

2009-10-24T19:28:00.002+08:00

Illuzion later .

With ?

*shrugs*

"I don't need useless people in my life." (from one of Anqi's post)
I couldn't agree more , dearest .

Happy Birthday to Mum(23) ; Huihui(22)

2009-10-23T20:33:00.000+08:00

22 Oct was Huihui's chalet at Chevrons .
Happy Birthday girl . I know you enjoyed . Hahaha .

Present for her :) Was glad to see Peiqi and Jas after so long too .

Her family and Danny :)

Played with the cake as usual .. Martell .. and the climax - into the pool . LOL . I have the video but i cant transfer it to my com . I dont know why either . Super silly of her also lah .

Now you're 18 ! I wish you all the best :D Love .

Last night i bought a slice of cake home , when it was 12mn i sang Mum birthday song :D

Few days back i brought her to Din Tai Fung to eat .. Hard to persuade lor =.=

And today i brought black pepper crab back from 143 :) Hope she enjoyed the dinner too ..

(even though she cant see this)

To the greatest woman on earth :

I love you .

For everything .

Too much to say , for what she's done for me and endured through these years .

I know she's the only one who loves me the most , and willing to give up anything for me .

Like what everyone tells me ,

i'm her only source of hope in life , she's got nothing to hold on for except me .

Happy Birthday Mummy .

I just want you to be happy and healthy :)

Muacks .

Overdues again

2009-10-20T00:57:00.002+08:00

Photos up again :)
10 Oct , eat table at Bt Batok with him and his colleagues for Yi Wei Dragon Troupe 10th Anniversary .

Some glow in the dark dragon .. Lol .

Went ECP after that to meet up with his friend to chill .

We were playing like crazy in the car for very long time while waiting , got videos but i cant tranfer them to my com :(

Chilled at Beach Cabana for awhile before they go play balls . Btw i tried Sex on the Beach for the first time , not too bad .. Abit tasteless though .

It was my first time knowing that he actually play pool/billiard lor . Didnt even know he's quite good in it . Must be gangster last time at Tampines .. lol . The shirt nice right .. From Stay Real in Taiwan, i wanna get it so much but no more sizes anymore !! Damn .

Went to his place to stay after supper at Mac , next day we headed to Cathay to watch Haeundae ( i updated abt it) .

14 Oct , Ladies night at Arena with Grace . (Taken at Liang Court's ladies)

Before we go .. She needed to shit . Haha

Drink drunk dance . Lasted till around 5am ..

I finally shook hands with one of the Allstars blackie !!

Reached home in the morning after supper .

Nouvelle drew this Rolex for me , she ask me to post it here . Lol . She'll not be in Jp liao , sad .. Sianz .

Shall end this with Xq and Claryn (at TY airport)! I like this photo alot . :D:D

Want to clear balance at Illuzion this Saturday . Anybody ?

This week's gonna be busy .. Hui's birthday on Wednesday night , Mummy's birthday on Friday , Baby Kyler's full month celebration on Sunday .
So i'm off for 5 days from Thursday till next Monday . Yay .

Oh ya i wanna enrol for liscense too .
Cash level = LOW :(

Desks and chairs

2009-10-19T02:36:00.000+08:00

My nose bled all of a sudden while working today . First time , shock lor . Heaty ba .

Had a good evening with him , now am gonna have a good night :)

Legend no more

2009-10-18T02:15:00.002+08:00

I guess En would be the only one who knows what i'm talking about .

Few years back were the times .. Happy and sad times . Craziest , funniest , silliest things happened , and of cause the heart breakings did too . Amazingly , camwhoring was not very hot those days , so no photos taken while we're hanging out . But many images are still quite clear in my mind leh .

Dear friend* (i know you'll read this)

We wont forget you , you can have my word for that . 5 years , 10 years down the road , it'll still be the same . Things/ people changed now , but memories stay . I wont say much here (very gay lol), but your last words are gonna be my last words here .
Will try my very best to gek teng teng when i face problems (learn from you law) ,
will dailiam to all the people who loves me .

But I read already so feel er xin leh , how come . LOL

Still , someday somehow , i hope we can play the night away like how we did .
I too , hope when you're out i'm blissfully married with kids , and your kids are young adults already :) Thats when i hope you'll lead a new life .

Sincerely ,
Why_why

Thats all i wanna say

2009-10-14T01:25:00.001+08:00

Vie amour etrire means live love laugh in French . Le parfait is the perfect .

But i think vieamouretrire holds more meaning <3

These are some overdued photos .

With my sugar at Arena on 2 Oct .. The band was great .

Baby Kyler ! Congrats to Elaine (i know its abit late) ! I think he resembles his mum more .

Visited them on 5 Oct with Joslyn . I'm so enjoying feeding him and taking care of him ..

He's only 10 days old when i visited him , cant wait to see him again . Hope he doesnt sleep when i do . Ha

4 Oct at Roxy Square (so long since we came here) steamboat with Xq .

Hungry lor .. Cant wait to eat !

But the soup is taking so much time to boil ...

Finally :)

7 Oct , Mouzzy and Lot for Ajisen with Xq .

Small strong .

Might be meeting Grace to club tomorrow night . Bb .

Stay real.

Hello

2009-10-13T03:52:00.000+08:00

Done with my new link and skin.
Have been on this for quite sometime, just wanna change.

People, relink if you want. Thanks.

Updates clogging up again =.=

I know

2009-10-12T03:35:00.000+08:00

Once again , all the updates and photoc are piling up .

Anyway i caught HAEUNDAE The Deadly Tsunami earlier on with him at Cathay , damn good . Very scary especially its a natural disaster , i kept crying at the end =.= very touching .

Hungry lor .

Smoky

2009-10-10T02:23:00.000+08:00

I felt sick since last night , so i slept at 9pm after i got home from dinner with him . And i slept all the way till 12nn today . I still feel sick while working .

Work was good cause Nouvelle's around for this couple of weeks .

Anyway , i just painted my nails pink and so like it .

Goodnight . Miss my girls .

Day 5 - Final

2009-10-08T01:40:00.000+08:00

Day 5, 28 Sept .

Prepared and had the hotel's breakfast .

Out to Taipei Main Station to shop before we leave for the aiport at 3pm .

The service was really good , so we left the feedback :)

After the last minute shopping , headed back to XMD to have some food .

And Back to TaoYuan Airport !

Changi Airport much more nicer and class-ier ..

We bought Mister Donut at XMD before that

Happy happy .

I dont know why he's like this . Haha !

Wtf ?

6plus .. Btw , Taiwan's weather is different from Sg even though the time is the same .

It would be all dark by 6.30pm over there , like our 9pm lor .

Goodbye Taipei .

Slept awhile and its dinner time ! :)

Was quite surprise when they gave us Haagen Dazs^^ , and soon we reached Sg .

Had a hard time unloading my luggage .. Just to share some things which i bought :) Thats the Sun Biscuit .

The Sophie Marshmallow instead of Sofy . Lol . And the whole lots of masks !

Condom choc packaging and the boxes for the masks . 6 .

Some keychains as souveneirs , and Stay Real top ! :):)

DNA concert shirt ! :) And the Dior Studio dunno-what which i bought at DFS Sg .

Thats about all for the trip . I truly enjoyed myself . <3 Without him , i'd never get to enjoy so much and so happy . His company makes all the difference .

I would really wanna go again . Asap . Lol .

Day 4

2009-10-07T18:00:00.000+08:00

Day 4 , 27 Sept .
First stop of the day was Jiu Fen (old streets) .. Let the pictures tell you alright .
And please ignore my super shag face .

Heading out for breakfast

We dined at the same place !

Random shot of hotel and we took the railway to Rui Fang before changing bus to Jiu Fen .

While waiting

The train

Took a bus from here (ruifang)

On the way up the 'hill'

Gorgeous right .

Here we are :)

Walk buy walk buy .

At the top . Beautiful hor

Had some food in the cafe selling meatball soup . The dogs damn cute one , they'll come to you when they know you've got food .

And proceeded to get the famous Sun Biscuits ~

After which we bused to Kee Lung (Ji Long) , somewhere like a big pasar malam/night market with lotsa food !

Walked and tried some of the food , and then it started to drizzle :(

Soon it was getting heavier :( So we couldnt finish it and we bused back to Taipei Main Station , cab back hotel to put all the heavy barangs and walked around XMD area .

Stay Real ! Ashin & No2good's shop . We bought quite a number of stuffs :) LOVE !

Xq was craving for AhZong mee sua again so we had it . hehehe . Walk walk walk .. And went back to hotel to pack our luggage as we're leaving the next day afternoon .

The chocs i bought for my girls , damn cute right ? I chose all the words myself !

I THINK I LOVE YOU BABES <3

Playboy condom which Sg doesnt carry . And some receipts ..

I had a hard time cause there were too many things and his mum helped me . Lucky i borrowed the big luggage from my godma !

Had cuppie noodles(nice!) , smoke and sleep ......

I spent the whole of yesterday watching Mayday on Youtube .
And i managed to find Ashin's(own) blog !
So i spent the whole night reading it .
Pervertic ..

Kk will try to update Day 5 soon !

Day 3

2009-10-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

Day 3 , 26 Sept .

Had breakfast at a cafe below our hotel (its damn good) , before we left for Dan Shui .

Some streets with lotsa ppl and the famous sea . "Dan Shui Yu Ren Ma Tou" ~ Its at the far end of the train map . Like Expo to us .

As usual , every morning prepared must take photos .. Lol .

So cute hor sockies ??

Simple and nice breakfast . I love the carrot cake !

Just random shot of Xi Men station , also our hotel station .

Dan Shui ~

Upon reaching claryn and i bought a new cap , and xq bought shades for himself .

So he wore my cap and i wore the new one ! :) I know it doesnt looks like him .

Every day is so hot .

He looks like some kiddos . Lol .

The famous 'metal egg' and their Sanrio .

Okay , this is the cute shop whereby i bought all the Kotex Marshmallow and condom chocolates .

So sceneric .

It was fucking sunny !!!!!!!

Trained back to our hotel around 4plus to put the stuffs we bought , took a quick shower ! :) Shiok .

Walk around XMD area , before we leave for Taipei Arena for concert .

The super duper dope ah zong mee sua !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Had some Dim sum too .

Train again ~ Bought some light sticks along the way !

The t-shirts selling at for DNA concert . Each of us bought one except his mum . I bought the lanyard as well !! (Stay Real is the 'brand' of Ashin)

My first time watching concert too .. Everything first time .. Lol .

I was very sleepy at first .. But later part was good !! Cause i can relate .. Lol .

Waiting .

Lanyard i got from NYNY ! 'cause its Taiwan :)

There it goes .

Monster . Stone . Shin . Masa . Ming . Mayday .

The effects were all pretty good , and the balloons too .

They went on till 12mn , and we cab back to the Mac near our hotel to eat .

Very funny lor .. They only got 2 sauce , ketchup and sweet'n'sour . I ask him got curry , mayo , all he don understand . Not even chilli !!

Packaging of the shirt(the design is not the same, its a bear!!) and the lanyard .

Till now , i still dunno where to use for the lanyard . Cause its abit heavy .

But the quality of Stay Real things is good . Can tell .

Everyday we sleep around 3plus and wake up at 8 plus .. Tiring but worth it for the time :)
Will try to update about Day 4 and 5 asap .

I browse through these and i miss Taipei so so much .
And through out the days i'm back i'm listening to Mayday's songs everyday (otw to work , working , train back home) , even now i'm looking up in Youtube for their videos . Sick or what ??

Kinda love jamming now too . Hee .

Day 2

2009-10-06T17:56:00.000+08:00

These are the ones which i selected .. Too many already .
Day 2 , we headed to Long Shan Si to pray .

Its a famous temple .. Bought quite alot of "fu"s for my family .

Took train to Taipei Cityhall station to visit Taipei101 and the shopping centres .

Xin Guang San Yue is a famous dept store .. Like Takashimaya ??

Had lunch at the foodcourt . The "pager" you see is something which will beep and you can collect your food . Lol .

The utensils is f-ing cute . You can eat and drink the soup at the same time . Lol

Xiaoqiang ~ And opposite us is 101 ~

We did not went up though . But below is like Paragon , with all the branded boutiques .

Claryn and me !

Along the bridge , was kinda breezy so we took photos .

If you realise , the direction of the cars are opposite from Sg

Went to NYNY after 101 , shopped and rested for a while at Mister Donut . Chewyyyy

Too bad Sg doesnt has it . Nice .

View at night of 101 .

Cabbed to WuFenPu around 8?

Its a fucking big place with fucking lots of clothes .

I was so frustrated . Didnt take much pictures as our hands were full from carrying the stuffs .

Many times bigger than our bugis street . And many nice clothes ! Its actually a place for wholesalers la ..

We carried our bags till we couldnt take it anymore . My poor Xq waited for so long .

He was so sweet just to carry and accompany me all the way . And because of our bug bulky bags , some of the shops were too small , we couldn't go in . Lol . He then carried and waited outside wherever shop we went .

Thank you love ! We did not complete the whole place , as it was too heavy and tired already .

But of course i did not let myself down before we cab back to hotel .

A portion of what we bought .. Some are for my girls . And the "fu"s from Long Shan temple . Ate some snacks from the night markets with his sis and mom and sleep .

Day 3 coming up ~ (:

Love is in the air .

2009-10-05T00:56:00.000+08:00

Went Mouzzy for a short while before he came to fetch me . Dearie was at Mouzzy too .

Headed to Parkway Parade to walk for a lil while and i got a pair of jeans legging from cotton on . So much love , cause its only 20 bucks whereas Topshop's 89bucks . Lol . Material was good too !

Roxy square for steamboat ! Been so long since we went there .
Good as ever .

I've got photos too , but .. I'm tired . Like everyday is . Lol .
Will try to upload on Tues and Wed when i off .

Love .

Give me time

2009-10-04T00:32:00.000+08:00

I wanna update so much , but the photos are killing me .

Arena with my sugar last night . Till dawn .. Didnt know Indians enjoy clubbing so much too .

Finally saw En for a short while just now :D

You're so 2008 .

Day 1

2009-10-02T04:19:00.000+08:00

I've got a fucking 500 photos overall . I just finished uploading those photos taken on the 1st day , and it took me 3 hours . So , i'll blog day by day ...

Currently listening to Mayday's DNA . After i watch their concert i seem to be getting attracted to all their songs . And those old hokkien songs , really very sweet . But watching live rocking on the stage is so much different from what i'm listening now :(

24 September , preparing to leave for the airport , got to reach by 6am . One word : TIRED .

I'm so excited as its my 1st trip .. 1st time on flight .

After checking in

Must haolian the tix . Lol .

After walking around Duty-Free , we boarded ~

Poor Xq sits away from us .

Claryn(his sis) ! And also our tour-guide , haha ! She's been to Tw couple of times !

The clouds were amazing . I didnt know they would be so beautiful !! I told them i'm in heaven and they laughed -.-

Breakfast while watching The Proposal

After 4 hours , finally i see some land ! Spectacular lor , cant imagine how big !

Arrived at Tao Yuan airport around 130pm ?

Got our baggage and headed to get the tix for the express bus to Taipei Main Station .

Super shag .

On the way

The MTR is cute , they got to queue ! And the ppl are very organized .

Much cuter graphics compared to Sg .

Trained 1 stop to Xi Men Ding , which is also where our hotel is located .

Royal Castle Hotel . The service is great !

Cant remember where i took this . XMD ??

Their blood donation bus .

After unloading our luggages we had dinner at XMD area , walk awhile (XMD's good !) and headed to Jian Tan Station and bused to Miramar to take the ferris wheel and walk .

He cant take heights . Hahahaha

Bus-ed back to Jian Tan , which is also one of the famous night market ShiLin located . Darn biggg

Walk , shop , eat .

And it goes over and over again .

It started to drizzle around 11 ?, we couldnt complete the food section . But we bought lots of take-aways to eat at the hotel .

Slept around 2 or 3am .

Thats for day 1 . Its hard to explain through words but i can say ALMOST everything is good .

Clothes - PRETTY and quite CHEAP

Food - Needless to say , Taiwan is famous for their snacks everywhere . And its cheap too !

Day 2 , coming up soon . Soon ba . I dunno when . Lol .

Its very troublesome you know ?!

But still of course i wanna share with my friends here ~ I really enjoyed .

I love Taipei .

I love Stay Real .

I love Ah Zong Mee Sua !!

And the best bf on earth , XIAO QIANG <3 <3 <3

I love Taipei

2009-09-30T02:17:00.000+08:00

I'm back .
Reached 1030pm last night .
Stayed at his place and came home this evening after dinner at Geylang . The duck rice's good .

4 luggages to Taiwan .
Came back with 9 .
Mine 3 .

And i still think it wasn't enough . God .

I took hours to unload my stuffs .

Should i update not ? Too many already lor . The photos alone i can upload till i go bonkers .

I fucking love Taipei .
And sitting in the aeroplane was fun . Lol . Love SQ too .

15 hours more to go

2009-09-23T17:41:00.000+08:00

Just done with luggage ..
This morning met En for like 5 minutes at 8am . Lol . She's the last person to see me . Haha
Sounds like i'm leaving for good . lol
Flight is at 8.35am , guess will reach there 12 or 1 ba .
I'm looking forward to the hotel actually .

I wanna do lots of shopping , eat lots of delicacies and enjoy the night market !!!
Goodbye Sg .
Will be back on the 28th .

Dunno my babes will miss me not ! <3

Mum's making me worry so much .

Can i go in peace ?

always be

2009-09-23T01:44:00.003+08:00

my number one .

A lil bit will do

2009-09-23T00:23:00.000+08:00

Gonna pack my luggage soon .. Before anything crops up tmr .

I'm excited yet i'm moodless , guess PMS is on her way ...

fuck .

Thankful

2009-09-21T00:06:00.000+08:00

Stomach wasn't feeling well today ..
Worked till 9.30 , he came to fetch me and went Timah for my favourite teochew porridge .
So nice lor .. Got lala .. Hahah . Had a very good dinner . Very full and happy . Lol .

So sian of working at Jp ...

My family . My blood .

2009-09-20T01:20:00.000+08:00

Firstly , Happy Birthday to Liling and Hongshun ! 19/09/09 :)

Today , I celebrated my belated birthday again with my family at my grandma's place . I'm really happy and appreciate all their time and esp Amy(maid) for cooking so so many dishes . And also my mum who went over to help out early noon . Of course not missing out the red packets ! Lol .

Actually my family is very political , behind those smiles there're alot of problems . I hate it but i've got to accept it . Everyone's turning their back on each other . But luckily they do still make alot of efforts and i can really say some of them are really very bonded . I love them all , esp my mum , and granddad .

There's LOTS of food ... All home-cooked by Amy except for the sushi . All the food is so damn delicious to me ! Except for the pig trotters thing . . . Everyone is present except for WeiJie (cousin) .

Taken before heading out .

It was a very sumptuous meal , totally bloated !!

Kaile ~

He's got very pretty eyes .

My 3rd uncle whom bought the cake spelt the name wrongly . Haha !

Took photos with all of them :):)

My dearest mummy and grandma , candid ! So cute .

Finally a good shot and with my beloved granddad !

My four awesome uncles ! And 4th uncle's family :) (got realise Kaile is in most of the photos? Lol)

Big uncle and his family :) , 3rd Aunt with her family and her son Kaiyi , same age as me but fucking taller so much then me . He's 180cm !

My sweetest couzies and Amy !

My 3rd uncle . I know the photo looks abit awkward , but just forget it ok ?? Haha .

He's the one who wanted to organize this celebration for me , and he's the one who dotes on me the most .

He's very special to me and my mum , because when my mum gave birth to me alone at the hospital , he's the only one who visited and fetch my mum and me home . Life was bad and poor then (for them).

I'll always be grateful to him , for he's the only one who truly cared for his sister, my mum .

The rest .. Yes they did , financially wise ?? Haha zzz

And he says i'm his only niece . Surprisingly , there's no girls in my family . Only me !

And lastly , my beloved 外公 and 妈咪 :)

I didnt even know my granddad is 80 this year already !! He looks younger ! Mummy looks haggard , but i still love her many many much . She endured so much through all these years for me .

Yet i was a disappointment .

I wish all of them would be healthy and happy forever . But seems hard ..

Love

Ah girl , that belongs to all of you `

How are you

2009-09-18T01:01:00.000+08:00

Last night , i met up with En and Jeff for Bah Kut Teh at 143 before going home . So many things we could talk . I miss them all (my girls) already .

Today after work i went to Godma's place to borrow luggage and Xq came to pick me up with Saw . Had dinner at Keat Hong , crabs again :D

Mum's out of job now . I feel so helpless .

God bless .